Have you tried to set goals each year only to see them flounder even before January is over?
Do you want to start on the right foot and stay there throughout 2022?
Before you set your goals for the year, you need to address the issues that caused you to fall short of them in prior years. Reflect on what you did or didn’t do, such as setting unrealistic goals or having no measurable means for them. You may want to earn $1M in 2022, but if you only made $50,000 the year before, that’s an impracticable goal. Goals that have no clear direction include being healthy and fit or having more fun in life; they lack specificity.
“A goal without a plan is only a dream.” ~ Brian Tracy
HOW TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS
START SMALL. If you need $5,000 for a vacation, write down how much you’ll need to save. Then start by putting away $50 a week for four weeks. The following month increase it to $100, and add to it every month, even if it’s minimal. If you want to cut your sugar intake, go without sugar for one day a week, then two days the next week, and so on. The point is, you’re setting measurable goals and developing a habit of achieving them. You’ll then be mentally prepared to take on larger targets, such as buying a luxury BMW or a new oceanfront home. Set goals that inspire and motivate you.
WRITE THEM DOWN. Scientific studies have proven that people who write down their goals have a much better chance of attaining them. Writing down goals happens on two levels: encoding and external storage.
External storage is the paper that reminds you of the goals you’ve written, while encoding goes deeper. In short, when you write things down, there is a much greater chance of them being remembered.
VISUALIZE WHAT YOU WANT. You can use many visualization techniques, but two of my favorites are Visualizing Yourself Succeeding Your Goals and Creating a Vision Board. To use the power of visualization effectively, take a few minutes each morning and evening to clearly visualize what your life will look like, as well as how you will feel, achieving your goal. A vision board is typically a collection of photographs and images that narrow your focus and remind you of your dreams. Your vision board should focus on how you want to feel, not just on what you want. However, the more your board focuses on how you want to feel, the more it will come to life.
IDENTIFY ANY BLOCKS YOU MAY HAVE. If you set the same goals every year and fail to reach them, you’re being held back by something. Once identified, you’ll need to take the time and discover what that something is and take the steps necessary to overcome that or any other roadblocks
in your way. For example, maybe you haven’t launched a new course because you haven’t had the time or focus. Look for the cause. Did you allow other things to eat into your time and energy? Did you fail to set boundaries around your working hours? Take some time and reflect on the WHY.
CREATE MILESTONES AND TRACK PROGRESS. Charting your progress gives you little “wins” to celebrate, encouraging you to continue. When you divide your goals into small achievable steps, they feel more attainable, and reaching each one creates the momentum you need to keep moving forward. And establishing a method for tracking your goals is essential for knowing whether you’re progressing or not.
TAKE ACTION EVERY DAY. Use Jack Canfield’sSuccess Principle #23, Practice the Rule of 5. Here’s how it works: Every day, identify five specific things you will accomplish to get closer to your goal and don’t call it quits until you cross each one off your list. If you take five chops with an ax to a giant redwood each day, eventually, it will be
felled. The same is true with whatever you want to achieve. Each day you’ll get closer and closer to achieving your goals.
HAVE A SUPPORT SYSTEM. Trying to accomplish a goal entirely by yourself can be lonely and overwhelming. Tell everyone who will listen to your plans and how you intend to bring them to fruition. The more people you tell, the better chance someone may assist you in surpassing your target. Also, having support leads to accountability, 8. which helps you make steady progress as you strive toward your goals.
PREPARE AND ADJUST FOR SETBACKS. No matter how clear your path is or how inspired and motivated you are when you first set out on your journey, the chances are high that something will come along and throw a curveball your way that diverts your chosen path.
Life happens! That’s why it’s vital to check in with yourself periodically to ensure you’re still on track. Reviewing your goals weekly and readjusting them as needed will ensure that you move closer to your ambitions.
CHALLENGE YOURSELF. If you are completing all the steps necessary to reach your goals and still haven’t made the headway you desire, think about taking action out of your comfort zone that can launch yourself closer to what you want. Practicing new behaviors will help you create a new life. Doing things that stretch you makes life exciting and makes the feeling of achievement that much sweeter. Don’t be afraid to embrace change and challenge yourself to do something BIG!
REWARD YOURSELF. Working all the time to reach your goals can be draining and tiresome. A way to re-charge your power is to celebrate your achievements, no matter how small they may be. When you go the extra mile, reward yourself. Tick it off the list. Your self-confidence will flourish and give you the push to strive even higher and go for bigger goals. Celebrate the completion with something similar; take a walk in nature for 15 minutes if you lost 5 pounds, but don’t take the day off!
Smart goals are Specific—Measurable—Attainable—Relevant—and, Time-bounded. Smart goal setting brings structure to them; they become easy to verify due to their milestones. Implementing them helps ensure you stay focused on achieving realistic goals that will accelerate your progress to achieving your dreams.
S—SPECIFIC
When setting a goal, be specific about what you want to accomplish. It should answer questions, not raise more of them. WHO? Who needs to be involved? WHAT? What exactly are you trying to accomplish or achieve? WHEN? When will you achieve it? WHERE? If there’s a location, where is it? WHY? Why do you want the goal?
M—MEASURABLE
Effective goals are measurable; they should include specific target numbers. For example: How much, by when?
“I want to lose weight” is not a measurable nor effective goal. But “I want to lose 25 pounds by March 1, 2022” is measurable.
Set realistic goals that are possible but stretch your abilities and skills. You may have to learn something that expands on what you already know. When you set attainable goals, you may be able to identify previously overlooked opportunities or resources that can bring you closer to them. You may even have to chunk bigger goals into smaller, more realistic ones that you can achieve within a year or less.
A—ATTAINABLE
Your goal needs to be realistic and attainable to be successful. Determine the factors of what you can actually accomplish within your time and financial limits, and set goals that stretch your abilities. It may even require you to learn a new skill or change your attitude. The goal is meant to inspire motivation, not discouragement. Think about:
How to accomplish the goal
If you have the tools/skills necessary
If not, consider what it would take to attain them
R—RELEVANT
Your goals must be relevant and align with your true purpose and other goals. When they are, you’ll be able to focus on what you need to do to get ahead while keeping your priorities consistent. Questions you can ask yourself are:
Does this seem worthwhile?
Is this the right time?
Does this align with my true purpose/inner self?
Is this the direction I want my life to go?
T—TIME-BOUND
Every goal needs a target date—a specific deadline for achieving it. Committing to a target completion date creates accountability and motivates you to keep moving forward. It means you’ll be able to recognize when
you’ve reached a milestone and helps to prevent everyday tasks from taking priority over your longer-term goals. A time-bound goal will answer these questions:
When is the target date?
What can I do today to move toward it?
What can I do one month from now?
What can I do six months from now?
SMART goal setting is a powerful tool that gives you the clarity, focus, and motivation you need to attain your goals. It gives you the support for knowing how to set and achieve big goals for anything you want in life. What it does not do is take action for you.
You set goals all day long, but unless you take consistent action moving toward them, you’ll remain stuck where you are. Commit to taking 100% responsibility for every aspect of your life and goal-planning. Then choose what you want; decide what actions you will take to create it; take those actions step-by-step until you reach them.
If you find yourself stuck unable to move forward, you may have a limiting belief holding you back. If you’re unsure of what’s blocking you, scheduleyour free 15-minute assessment with me now to determine what it is.
I can help you become unstoppable!
“Life takes on meaning when you become motivated, set goals, and charge after them in an unstoppable manner.” ~ Les Brown
RED FLAGS That Signal You Are A PerfectionistTHE PERFECTIONIST—FEAR ARCHETYPE
The Perfectionist
The Perfectionist is often seen as a positive aspect that improves your likelihood of success. But it can also take you down the rabbit hole with self-defeating thoughts and behaviors.
If you have the Perfectionist archetype, in all likelihood, it was a pattern of behavior that you formed in early life as a survival technique to a traumatic event(s), physical, emotional, or psychological, to alleviate painful emotions.
Or you may have been valued by your parents, teachers, and other authority figures for your achievements or what you accomplished, which caused your sense of value on others’ approval.
For whatever purpose it served in your childhood, the belief that you could stop bad things from happening if you tried harder, were better or perfect, allowed you to keep whatever atmosphere of security in your world, even though it wasn’t real. This belief, however, comes with a hefty price tag—your self-esteem or sense of self-worth.
The shadow fears of the Perfectionist are:
The fear of being seen for who you truly are
The fear of making mistakes
The fear of not being accepted or liked
The fear of failure
The fear of being judged or criticized
The fear of disapproval
The Perfectionist’s pattern of behavior strengthens each time it’s used not to feel negative emotions, and your authentic self, with all your perceived flaws, is pushed deeper into the shadow. However, your talents and gifts are also hidden.
If you are a Perfectionist,
your main issue is you never feel that you or anything you do is good enough because there’s always something that needs to be fixed, improved, or healed. You are driven more by avoiding failure and not being good enough than the pursuit of perfection.
This approach of never being good enough creates a perpetual feeling of discontent. Like a hamster running on a wheel getting nowhere, you repeat the pattern again and again.
And this obsession with perfection keeps you in the shadow; you live in a nightmare, unable to enjoy life. The need to be perfect may cause you mental health issues, depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and even suicide.
If you think you have the Perfectionist archetype:
You may always strive for perfection; you may feel like a failure if something is not perfect.
You may have difficulty finishing projects or not finishing them at all; you procrastinate regularly.
You may suffer from anxiety and stress, unable to relax.
You have low self-worth and self-esteem.
You may not be satisfied with your success because it isn’t good enough.
You may have black-and-white or all-or-nothing thinking.
You may become depressed if you don’t meet your goals.
You may become defensive when someone provides you with constructive criticism; you may be hyper-sensitive.
Any of the aspects listed above can be detrimental to your life, whether personal, professional, community, or even spiritual. Download your copy of “Red Flags That Signal You’re A Perfectionist.”
So, how do you halt to a behavior pattern that most see as positive but one that is causing you problems?
The first step is to recognize your patterns. Be an observer of your daily actions and when and where you fall into them.
In your personal life, are you afraid to let people see who you are because you fear being rejected, so you believe, “If I’m perfect, no one will reject me?” Do you feel you are flawed and strive to cover them up to appear better than you are so that others won’t reject you?
Recollect one or two incidents where you felt rejected. How did you show yourself to others? What was the vulnerability that caused you to feel that way—was it your behavior, not meeting another person’s expectation, or something else? Do you feel threatened? Do you think you’re not good or worthy enough for them?
Take some time with your thoughts and emotions, allowing them to be just as they are without judging them. Be patient; it may take a while, but notice how you feel when you’ve done it.
Professionally, striving for perfection can cause you to delay submitting your project or spend too much time on details, leading to chaos and undermining your company. Or, you feel you
don’t have enough time to do it perfectly, so you procrastinate and delay starting it all together. And because of time constraints, you suffer from stress and anxiety.
Do you hear a voice in your head say, “If it’s worth doing, it’s worth doing right?” How would it feel to silence this self-talk, knowing it is a force in the way? You can—by closing the door and shutting it how. You can do this by:
Turning to self-affirmations such as “My best is good enough,” “Action is better than perfection, and “I’m always learning and improving.” My favorite is “Procrastinate later.“
Accept your thoughts, but don’t give into them.
Record any emotional responses that arise, allowing yourself to welcome them fully.
When you slow down and look for the causal level of your behavior, you’ll find you’re making up for something you lost earlier in life. And, it most likely is a belief that you created as a survival mechanism that no longer serves you.
When you are in the Perfectionist archetype’s shadow, issues arise that cause you trouble. Stepping into the light is a conscious decision where you recognize and acknowledge the behavior. Changing your thoughts through self-affirmations and visualization is necessary to reprogram your mind. You can then walk through any fears you feel and express the emotion or emotions you have freely.
To thoroughly rid yourself of old, limiting beliefs, it’s essential to completely dis-create them. As a Certified Clear Beliefs Coach, I help guide you through the Imaginary Realm, where a negative belief that no longer serves you is pulled out and destroyed, much like an unwanted weed. As a result, space is generated for you to create a new, more empowering belief—one that gives you the experiences you desire in life. It’s simple but not easy.
The same can be said about life; life can be simple but isn’t always easy.
Stress; everyone has some form or degree of it, whether it’s positive or negative. But with a divided nation and a pandemic continuing for over a year now, stress levels have gone off the rails. So what are your stressors, and how do you handle them?
My definition of stress is an external force you choose to internalize. The operative word here is “choose;” it is a choice.
Before we delve into stress management styles, let’s look at a few stressors. I find the following are dominant creators of stress for people today.
Lack of Time—Being busy does not always mean you’re productive. It may be caused by not having a schedule or routine or just poor time management. Have you misplaced your keys just as you noticed
you were late for an appointment or work? Or found after you started driving that you forgot something and have to turn back to get it? Or misplace an important note or file and can’t find it anywhere? These are little stresses that add up, eating into your day. And you wonder why you have no time to relax?
Financial Problems—With the pandemic causing job losses, many Americans find it difficult to pay for food and other life necessities, let alone the mortgage or rent. Combined with the financial stress, there’s the impact COVID-19 has. Even before COVID-19, according to a report from The Pew Charitable Trusts, 8 in 10 Americans were in debt. A decrease in income, changes in marital status, health and medical expenses may cause financial problems. So too will the lack of budgeting and money management skills.
Relationship Conflicts—If your relationships are strained, whether at home or in the workplace, chances are you’ll be stressed about them. Conflicts may occur, exacerbating your anxiety. You and a coworker may disagree on how to complete a project, or your spouse or significant other may be staunch in the way they perform chores that irritate you. Parenting also falls under this stress generator, especially when there are conflicting beliefs about how to raise children.
Overextending Oneself—People-pleasers frequently fall into this trap, whether it’s not wanting to let people down, afraid of saying no, or wanting to appear favorable or helpful. Another sign of this particular stress factor is if you find yourself in a constant state of overwhelm—too many choices, too many commitments, too many lunch dates, or zoom calls. In effect, too many ‘yeses.’ Biting off more than you can chew is not always the wisest thing to do, and in fact, can cause health issues if you remain in a state of over-doing and not allowing yourself to be.
Do you feel like your world is spinning out of control, and you are out of balance? How often do you find yourself wanting to cry out, exasperated because one more thing was piled onto your already overflowing plate?
What is the solution?
The indicators listed above are signals that you may be stressed out or have too much on your plate, and if you want relief, you need to give yourself a pause for some necessary downtime. The choices you make have consequences, and the more conscious they are, the more likely your stress is reduced. You can’t stop a traffic jam, rising costs, the weather, or anything else beyond your control, the external forces that many of us choose to internalize. There are various methods for reducing stress. They include:
Practice Yoga. Yoga is a discipline that connects mind-body by increasing body and breath awareness. And because your focus is on your breath, your mind settles and clears, reducing thoughts that may cause stress. You are in the moment. When here, there is less room for stress to occur.
Procrastinate later. If you find yourself avoiding or completing difficult tasks, or if you lack time due to distractions, make a plan and stick to it. As they say, “Plan your work, then work your plan.” I have found that scheduling distractions to be an effective way to get everything on my daily to-do list completed.
Set boundaries. Learning to say no may be challenging at first, so you may want to start small by politely decline a request, such as calling to order a meal. Let the person who asked do it. Then you can move on to saying no to running an errand for something and eventually passing on being project manager for work-related activity.
Acceptance. I have found the most effective way to lessen the likelihood for stress to occur is through acceptance. By accepting whatever is, just as it is, not what you want it to be. You don’t have to like whatever you’re accepting, but it makes it easier to get through.
“And acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing, or situation—some fact of my life—unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing, or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God’s world by mistake. Unless I accept life completely on life’s terms, I cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and in my attitudes.”
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As the year 2020 has closed, it’s a time to reflect upon the impact it had on us and what we will do, if anything, differently in 2021. Here are several of the events that unfolded:
The Wildfires in California. We saw (and for some, experienced) the pain and suffering of people left homeless by the wildfires in California that burned over 100 million acres of land. But also witnessed the brave men and women who fought them.
The Coronavirus Pandemic. This is the most significant story of 2020; how it was handled, the number of those infected, hospitalized, or died; the financial loss of business, income, and earnings; its stress on people’s emotional, psychological, and spiritual well-being.
But we also saw the heroes; the doctors, nurses, first-responders, and other front-line workers who put their lives on the line to save others.
The Death of George Floyd. Many Americans painfully watched as a police officer held a knee on George Floyd’s neck for almost nine minutes as he slowly suffocated and died. It was tragic and unconscionable. Yet, we watched as millions took to the streets in protest for Black Lives Matter; the old, young, black, white, t brown, rich, and poor. George Floyd’s death awakened the truth of the injustice in how black men are regarded today.
The Government’s Response. If the deference and inaction of our government angered you, you are not alone. The sheer lack of responsibility in responding to the Coronavirus pandemic is unforgivable; thousands of lives were lost as a result. But we saw a record number of Americans come out to vote for change, and change is occurring.
We must focus on our thoughts, words, and actions on what is happening that is positive and uplifting in not only our personal world but the world at large. We are living in an era of holism, where we are all one. What I do to you, I do to me, and, what you do to me, you do to yourself. Never forget this.
It was a year of suffering for most people, whether physical, financial, emotional, psychological, or spiritual.
Asking yourself the following questions can help you identify where you are in life, where you want to be, and what needs to be done to get you there.
How did the Coronavirus pandemic affect you? How did it affect your: finances, your sense of security, your physical well-being, your emotional and psychological well-being, your spirituality?
Have you adapted to your current situation, establishing the necessary changes for your survival? If not, why not?
Has the pandemic deepened your sense of fear, distrust, anger, disgust, or any other negative emotion? How are you dealing with them? Are you holding onto them, or have you let them go?
What do you plan on doing in 2021 that you didn’t in this past year? What specific steps will you take?
What changes do you need or want to make entering 2021? Do you need more balance in certain areas, such as health, physical, emotional, or spiritual?
Did you accomplish everything you wanted in 2020? What will you do this year that was different from last year?
Is your spirituality where you want it to be? Do you want deeper meaning in your life?
WELCOME 2021!
If you were anything like millions of other people and me, you are ecstatic that 2020 is finally over.
This year, I have committed that I will do my best to adhere to my daily commitments by joining a group with like-minded goals. When you are held accountable by someone other than yourself, there’s an inner drive that keeps you motived and on course. I have dis-created limiting beliefs that held me back in the past, repurposed many parts of myself that were still in survival mode, and took a journey to embrace my shadow aspects.
2021 is my Breakthrough Year!
Are you in shape for a Breakthrough Year as well? Or do you still have doubts, fears, shortages, and lack in your life?
Believing you can accomplish your goals, have a healthy relationship with yourself and others, you are worthy of success, and you can achieve whatever it is you want are core values. If you haven’t addressed your inner world, you can sputter out after just one or even six months, no matter how driven you are.
Your inner world is your inner-net, and just like the internet, it works by connecting with it, or it crashes. If you feel something is missing, if there are bits and pieces of darkness, or if you feel blocked in any way, I know I can help. Just as I crawled out of a deep, dark abyss, you can too.
There’s a lot of unrest in the world, especially in the United States. For the past four years, I’ve been angry, and it hit the boiling point at the beginning of 2020. I knew I was angry but didn’t realize I was being triggered by a shadowarchetype that had been hiding deep within my subconscious—the Bully.
An archetype is an impersonal pattern of power or behavior with both shadow and light aspects, and we all have them. The shadow of the Bully
is a coward who shrouds their deep-seated fears with verbal and physical aggression. To step out of the darkness, they must learn to confront those fears and become courageous.
I found myself in a challenging position—I knew I was angry, I knew my anger was fueling the fire, but I didn’t know how to stop it. Several weeks ago, after several unsuccessful pauses and reboots, the answer came to me during one of my morning meditations of lucid dreaming. There was a part of me that used anger as a survival skill.
Growing up, I was bullied by other schoolgirls but never recognized it as such. I was called names, girls wanted to beat me up, and one even stole a new sweater of mine and dared to wear it in front of me. I remember her saying, “What are you going to do about it?” I shrank with fear, not having the courage to stand up for myself.
An Interview With “The Angry One”
As a certified Clear Beliefs Coach, I continue to do my work and guide others with theirs, and I am fortunate to have the same partners from The Clear Beliefs Coach Training I took last year. Synchronicity doesn’t surprise me, and I always enjoy it when it happens. It was the very afternoon of that morning meditation when I had the client’s role in our group triad.
There’s a process I am trained in called VoiceDialogue, or Parts Work.
There was a part of me I wanted to bring out to speak with called AngryOne. When my partner began to ask Angry One questions, the part realized it got angry at both Debbie, for being a coward and never getting angry, and at those who bullied her. It caused the part to be powerless, having no control over what happened, and hated it. All the anger was pushed down, and now it’s coming out.
When asked when it was created, Angry One said when Debbie was a six-year-old and fell down roller skating. A teenage neighbor boy called Debbie uncoordinated. She said, “No, I’m not,” and skated home crying. When she got home and asked her mother what uncoordinated meant, she really was humiliated.
As the interview progressed, and the various forms of bullying were related, Angry One suddenly realized that Debbie bullied herself for not making the basketball team. She was a great athlete, the fastest runner in the entire school, including boys and girls from the 1st through 8th grade. The fact that I got really pissed at her for her pathetic try made Debbie feel even more humiliated at not making the team. She hid this so deep; it wasn’t even uncovered when she wrote her book.
Angry One continued to rant; she never stood up for herself; she never grew a backbone. Angry One was angry at everyone and everything and didn’t want to be around anymore. The part felt it was only hurting Debbie and felt like a bully itself.
But the Coach related that it was Angry One who saw the bigger picture and was able to see things from a higher vantage point. It saw the truth beneath Debbie not making the basketball team; how she bullied and beat herself up.
In the end, Angry Onebroke the explosive anger part off, reuniting it with Debbie’s Higher Self, and kept the strength, the real strength, not the bully strength. The part was repurposed (or promoted) and renamed Healthy Anger, expressing love and support for Debbie.
Integrating Healthy Anger With The Bully’s Light Aspect
As a result of allowing the repurposed part, Healthy Anger, to come out and speak, I (Debbie) was able to understand I had suppressed the Bully. Consequently, the shadow aspect manifested as explosive anger. Once the connection was made, I could let go of the anger, face my fear of not being able to stand up for myself, and make the Bully my ally.
There’s a lot to uncover for me in this category, and these past few years have triggered other bullies in me. It wasn’t just the name-calling or the fact that someone wanted to beat me up, but it was also the abuse I had suffered: physical, emotional, sexual, and verbal.
The Bully‘s gift is that of courage, and though I am seldom triggered in the same way I was just a few months ago, I have the awareness to back it down when I am.
I know it is just one of the processes I must go through on the journey of healing in my life. It is challenging at times, but I always remember the vantage point I have when I do the work. One thing I always say to everyone I meet is something I learned in AA 20 years ago, “It works if you work it. So, work it; you’re worth it.”
My hope for you is that you do the work as well. Because that is one thing I can guarantee; it does work, but only if you work it.
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Do you ever wonder who you are or what you need to unearth about yourself? Do you find yourself doing things, repeating the same pattern, but you don’t know the reason why? Do you ever question why you believe the things you do or why your life is the way it is?
The answers to these questions require understanding your archetypal patterns. Once you recognize the behavior pattern, you can understand yourself, and others, better. An archetype is a universal, mythical pattern of power, that you, and everyone in the world, are born knowing.
Struck by Lightning: My Journey from the Shadow to the Light is a spiritual autobiography that illustrates my endeavor, from the time of my birth until the present, to uncover the answer to these inspiring questions. My archetypes and their respective patterns of behavior emerge on many occasions and are sprinkled throughout the book, giving rise to opportunities to identify them. Only when you take the steps as I have, are you able to start your journey, learning the specifics of what makes you tick.
It’s often at a turning point where you are challenged to make a decision that either helps you grow or prevents you from having authority over your life. At times, one or more of the four Survival archetypes present you with opportunities to develop or increase your self-esteem. These archetypes reside in the Survival family: the Child, the Victim, the Prostitute, and the Saboteur; they are universal to every human being and are accompanied by eight additional archetypes that surface at some point. The Addict, the Athlete, the Student, and the Femme Fatale are a few of the eight presented in this book.
All archetypes have aspects of shadow and light. The shadow is not dark or evil but the part of yourself that lies beneath the one you know, your consciousness. These patterns of behavior are often ignored or denied when residing in the shadow and can cause you unnecessary pain and suffering. Remaining in the shadow blocks the path to your empowerment. Once you recognize and face these patterns in the shadow, they become your friends, allowing you to step into the light and integrate them into your spirit or inner self. When you begin to know yourself, you start the journey of moving from the shadow to the light.
Struck by Lightning was written at a time when a cloud of darkness is shrouding the world. This shadow is gripping humanity – from the countless confrontations polarizing social and cultural groups to the addiction to power, money, and sex – and is causing the decline of tolerance, compassion, and most of all, love.
Mahatma Gandhi
“You must be the change you wish to see in the world.” (Mahatma Gandhi)
For the world to shift direction, first there must be a shift in you. I desperately wanted to change but didn’t know how. This book is written in chronological order and portrays the trials and tribulations I overcame to be the change. It examines the emotional conflicts and patterns of behavior I experienced throughout life and the consequences that were the result of my choices.
I was born under a veil of darkness that held me in its clutches for years. One by one, the looming shadows of my archetypes surfaced, taking charge of me, leading me down a dark path. At times, they went to war with each other, fighting for control, while on different occasions, the battle waged between the shadow and the light. Unaware of how to escape from these restraints and be the change, I frequently fell into despair, ensuring my worthlessness.
Every single decision I made in my history, from the onset of the wounded child, was instrumental and necessary for me on the journey of my life. It was long and arduous, and when I found myself alone, which was more often than not, I questioned God searching for the way to be the change.
The answer, hidden by my shadows, remained elusive, as I fell into a murky abyss until my final descent into the dark night of the soul. During the dark night, I reached a crisis of faith in myself. When everything I believed in collapsed around me, I stood at a turning point, alone and with nowhere to go. I had to make the most crucial decision in my life: surrender and ask God for help, or die. With this spiritual awakening, the rebirth of my authentic soul, I realized I was walking the healing path of the Wounded Healer.
I was facing the journey of life, which took me from the outside world to the journey behind my eye, not only bringing light to the shadow, but being the change.
My purpose has been revealed: to be the change and be of service to others. In Struck by Lightning, I share that no matter where you come from, how severe your circumstances may be, or what you think, it is possible to change, I hope that after reading this book, if there is a familiarity with any thoughts or emotions presented here, a spark is ignited that starts your search to unearth the truth that lies within you.
When you do the work, you gain a greater awareness of the person you are today, as well as an appreciation of where you came from. You need this. Your friends and family need this. The world needs this.
What I know for sure is that it’s possible for you to become the divine person you were born to be. However, it not only takes strength and courage to delve beneath your surface, unmasking the profound truth that lies within you; it also requires a willingness to heal. You should not take it lightly or casually, and it is best to have someone you trust hold space for you throughout your healing process. We all have wounds, but we don’t have to live in them. May the Grace of God be with you and in you.
One final note: To further understand your archetypes and how they affect you, read Sacred Contracts by Caroline Myss; the book describes an Archetypal Wheel, where all twelve of your archetypes reside, similar to the twelve houses of the zodiac. In creating your Chart of Origin, each of your archetypes is placed into the house of service it most influences. The Archetypal wheel is an intuitive tool where you receive symbolic information. To learn more about this medium, there is additional information provided in the Author’s Note. Please know it is not necessary to understand this information to follow the story of the book.
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so you believe, “If I’m perfect, no one will reject me?” Do you feel you are flawed and strive to cover them up to appear better than you are so that others won’t reject you?
To thoroughly rid yourself of old, limiting beliefs, it’s essential to completely dis-create them. As a 
healing in my life. It is challenging at times, but I always remember the vantage point I have when I do the work. One thing I always say to everyone I meet is something I learned in AA 20 years ago, “It works if you work it. So, work it; you’re worth it.”
